31 July, 2008

Aliens live in our right brains

Its not often i do two posts in one day but an idea hit me that I really wanted to put down quickly. This idea that the left brain and right brain sees two separate dimensions of reality hit me again but in a new way. I will reiterate my previous idea.

Our left brains control function and logic. They ground us in this "physical" reality. They interpret the chemical signals our sensory organs send and this is interpreted as reality. Our right brain however is the creative center. It is in the moment and free from boundaries. Letting our left brain take a break and letting our right brain take over lets us live more freely. I think that the right brain sees reality in different way than the left brain. The left brain sees the reality that is limited by time and space. Where manifesting anything, like food for instance, takes a long time. You have to get up and goto the store or fridge and then you have manifested food. If you are a farmer then you must wait months till the food manifests itself in the ground. The right brain is different. You can think of anything and manifest it instantly. So i think it sees a dimension of reality that is not governed by time and space. We visit this place in our imagination, our dreams, and while using psychedelic drugs.

After that being said this idea is around the right brain dimension. Aliens and ghosts seem to only contact people who are in an altered state. Psychedelics being the forefront of all altered states, Shamans for thousands of years have used them to contact "spirits". Images of aliens appear in paintings throughout history. My previous post was about mushrooms being the probe to contact them and them to contact us.

This idea was told to me by a friend but it suggests that aliens and ghosts might live in the dimension of our right brains. We constantly look for them with cameras and different equipment. A rare glimpse in the sky might show you an unidentified flying craft. You see the craft and you say, hey, aliens are on that craft. you have no idea whats on there but you say aliens are. have a single DMT trip and you will discover elves and aliens communicating with you and you with them. Its in such a form that you cant conceptualize it in your normal head space. But when induced into an altered state, you can find them easily. "You can meet the alien, over and over again, depending on how good your connections are ;) "

I hope you can stand my random lines of thinking :D

The Probe Molecules

Today I was introduced to a podcast of the late Terence Mckenna giving a small speech at a UFO conference. He made some amazing correlations with psychedelics and alien life forms. He goes on to say that mushrooms are the direct vessel for understanding reality and that they were given to our planet as probes from a 'far out' alien species. A species with an intelligence unimaginable and technology unfathomable. Describing them as a species is even too dense of a concept because these life forms might understand reality so fluently that they might exist only as energy.

This idea of the probe at a molecular level really intrigues me. Terence had also mentioned that if you wanted to speak to a lower end species like us you would have to figure out a way to do it that is subtle. Crop circles are a terrible medium for such contact. Whats amazing about psychedelic compounds is that they have a certain voice to them. I know myself on salvia and lsd i have heard such voices. They have spoken to me. But as I have stated before in a previous entry they do not use words but rather the feeling of what they are saying comes through. Whether you are Mayan, American, German, or Scandinavian, the message still comes through loud and clear. The molecule speaks to you in your native tongue.



We send probes out into deep space and they send back information that we can understand of the world in which we have sent them. A world we cannot experience because it is impossible to traverse to. Terence suggests these probes are like a calling card of sorts. They use the phone home method of sending the information back. Most people experience other beings when they try DMT, lsd, salvia and mushrooms and these beings are alien to us because of where they exist. When we try these drugs we are given insight and information but we also give it out. It has full access to our inner most being at the molecular level.

All of these drugs can provide very grand and amazing experiences and give enormous insight into our very own reality. "Psychedelics do not cause addictions. They do not ruin lives or made people feel like robbing banks. Nothing has ever been put against them except that give you funny ideas. They have not made UFO's illegal but they sure have make psychedelics illegal. This is because this is the portal to a deep fundamental communication. Meeting aliens will not happen on the white house lawn and we wont see it on time magazine. They will happen in an altered state of mind. Most cases of sightings and visitations take place in an altered state of mind. UFO's are not for our amusement, they are for our transformation. We can play the game and wait for them to show up on CNN or we can go to the end of the movie. "

30 July, 2008

Our Golden Age

The term Golden age stems from Greek mythology and legend. It refers to the highest age in the Greek spectrum of Iron, Bronze, Silver and Golden ages, or to a time in the beginnings of Humanity which was perceived as an ideal state, or utopia, when mankind was pure and immortal. A "Golden Age" is known as a period of peace, harmony, stability and prosperity. In literary works, the Golden Age usually ends with a devastating event, which brings about the Fall of Man. It also begins with chaos and devastation. If you want to learn what is going to happen then you must look at history.

According to Giorgio de Santillana, the former professor of history at MIT, there are over 200 myth and folkstories from over 30 ancient cultures that spoke of a cycle of the ages tied to the movement of the heavens. Some Utopianist beliefs, both political and religious, hold that the Golden Age will return after a period of blessedness and gradual decadence is completed. Other proponents, including many modern day Hindus, believe a Golden age will gradually return as a natural consequence of the changing yugas.

As we fly through space we do circles around our sun. the traditional way of looking at the solar system was shown that way because it was easier to understand. but this is how it actually happens. you can see how there is a wave effect, the same as sound or water would create. and the waves are all in different places and in different times. So we are in a new place every moment. If you imagine yourself flying back through space and time and finding the point where you were then you can hone in on it a little easier it seems. This is how we re-live the energies on the planet. If we were in one places and never moved we would never see any changes.

So now it becomes a little more clear how we change with the energies and that this is exactly what the zodiacs explain. We are moving into the age of Aquarius and moving through the water door or stargate.

I think we are at the dawn of our golden age. The mayans said that we are leaving the 4th world and entering the fifth. I think this means the cycles we have seen in the previous turns of our planet, we will see agian. The mayans werent however mapping the movements of planets in space. They were mapping the evolution of consciousness. Their calendar shows that every cycle evolution speeds up x20.

I can tell the times are changing and it seems like they are changing for the very positive. They will not stay this way forever but could last anywhere from 20-2000 years or more. The energies that we experience seem to come directly from the core of the universe and the sun itself. The changes I am seeing are various and have to do with the human story and the human awareness/awakening.

The human life seems to be a simple story or complicated story, in any case it only wants to hear more and more stories. Our conversations are stories, movies, books, games, these are all ways of expressing and being a part of a story. I think our golden age will have this at its core. We are seeing super heroes come alive like never before. Previous super hero shows and movies were good but todays movies are so realistic and powerful that they cannot be overlooked as just another movie. I think we have come to a place where our technology and skill for telling stories effectively is possibly the end or only the beginning of great story telling.

People seem to be waking up to reality a little more these days as well and this story telling might have something to do with it. I have heard hundreds of storys in my life and at my age I cant help but look at my life and see it is just another story and that I am the lead actor. I wake up everyday and pretend to be david shearer who lives in BC canada and works as an artist, i pretend this because its who i believe I am based on my story and everyone elses stories.

What does this mean to be in a golden age? Its hard to say just yet, I dont think we are meant to know so soon. The experiences that await us all are sure to be full of action, sadness, scaryness, and the funny. If your negative then you will see the negative, if your positive then you will see the positive. Maybe this just goes to show that we are the writers and directors of our stories, maybe its time to take that responsibility.

29 July, 2008

Duel Brain, Duel Reality

Recently I bought and watched the full 5 hour dvd set of Nassim Haramein's Crossing the Event Horizon. (http://www.theresonanceproject.org/products.html) This interesting, to say the least, dvd was a brand new line of thinking for me. In his lecture he explains reality as sacred geometry and how all matter is simply mini blackholes and that we in fact live inside a black hole. Which is why it is so dark in space.

This is the way he shows this idea. In the center if you were looking down from the top of it you would see a black hole going through it. The ideas he suggests are 'out there' in some aspects but very thought provoking non the less.



This got me to thinking about how we perceive reality and the shapes of our brains. Our brains are also shaped in this torus shape.

Our left brain and right brain are tools for reality. our left brain is focused on the real sensory input devices, what is real and physical, it organizes our thoughts and only understands things through linear time (future and past). The left brain reality is said to be real by people because it helps us ground ourselves somewhere and is the basis for most peoples reality. but the left brain is just chemical reactions just like the right brain. Our right brain on the other hand lives in the moment. It is said to be our imagination station. and I say all experiences we feel are real, whether they come from the left or right brain.

A scientist would say that imagination is not real because it is a chemical interaction in the brain, but like i said the left brain is just a series of chemical interactions too. So if we get experience and feelings from both sides of our reality, through our brains, then whats to say which is real and which isnt? We cannot say one is or isnt, we can doubt that.

I think our two hemispheres are there to help us balance ourselves within reality. which is why we need to sleep. we can sleep too much or not enough which causes an unbalance and possible DIS-ease. so with that said i think our right brains are simply honing in on the other side of reality that we live in every day. the side that is not governed by time and space. In this side of our own reality, brain, we may manifest anything we can think of instantly. which is why when we think of negative things they might not manifest instantly in our normal lives but in our right brains they manifest instantly. and the experience are there instantly as well as the feeling and dis-ease. But we may also manifest positivity instantly also.

When we try to manifest things in this reality it takes longer because this reality is governed by time and space. I can manifest food but it might take me 20 minutes, 4 hours, a week, but i can do it. I am just limited by the physicality of this side of my reality.

I would also suggest that we as human are conduits for information. we are helping it grow along with us. so what we put into our bodies, food, ideas, or poison, we will get some equal coming out. If i eat a lot of bad food, the bad food works its way through my body and what comes out is not good stuff. But if I put in good food then what comes out is good and what it did to me while it was in me was good. This goes for information too. If we focus too much on negative things then we are manifesting them, not later or something but instantly, with our "imagination". If you put good positive loving information in, then it helps your body while its in you, and what you give out to others and the world is the same.

Its a choice that we make, but we are usually unaware of it when we make it. now that i have clarified it a little more, I am a little more aware and will watch what I input. This is me taking responsibility for that. :D

28 July, 2008

Sci-Fi is dead, welcome to reality

Recently I was reading about the new Terminator Salvation movie with Christian Bale and it occured to me that this is no longer a work of fiction. We have made the possibility of killer robots a reality. I want to make a for correlations with reality and the terminator story.

First and foremost you cannot have a killer robot without a CPU. central processing unit: the key component of a computer system, which contains the circuitry necessary to interpret and execute program instructions. These program instructions would then be used to make the robot thinking and react but also to give it control over its body.

Here we can see the chip and its relative size. It is bulky and large. Unrealistic at the time but this was the dawn of the computer chip.



We are not so far off, in fact we might have surpassed the technology in many ways. We now have our own super chip that we use in every day things, most notibly the playstation3. This is the cell microprocessor.

IBM's latest supercomputer, IBM Roadrunner, is a hybrid of General Purpose CISC Opteron as well as Cell processors. It is reported that this combination is the first supercomputer to run at petaFLOPS speeds, having gained a sustained 1.0 petaFLOPS speed using the standard linpack benchmark. IBM Roadrunner uses the PowerXCell 8i version of the Cell processor, manufactured using 65 nm technology and enhanced SPUs that can handle double precision calculations in the 128-bit registers, reaching double precision 102 GFLOPs



petaFLOPS speeds are ridiculously fast and can calculate an enormous amount of data at extreme speeds. This is a commercial chip that is in the public sector. If its true that the military sector is really 20-30 years more advanced than the public, then its hard to imagine just what the technology could do.

The mind of the robot has many more developments, it is being researched by many many different people for interaction, navigation, and appearance. And with appearance comes the body. To have a terminator you must have a robot skeleton. These are being developed in great lengths as we speak. In the terminator movies it was described that the first terminators had plastic skin and were very easy to spot. Perhaps genetic manipulations for merging humans and machines will be the culprit in creating the next version of the robot.

Here is an image of the likeness so far. Keep in the mind the arnold terminator was a more advanced robot with real skin and living tissue.



Engineer Ray Kurzweil has predicted that by 2029 machines will indeed match humans, machines will in fact have achieved human level artificial intelligence. This means by at least 2029 we may see tiny robots implanted in people brains which in return will make them more intelligent.



There have been many many movies that have predicted the age of the the robot, irobot, the matrix, terminator. Should we fear this or should we see what happens? irobot seemed pretty pleasant until a specific model of robot came out. Fearing that robots will take over seems a little ridiculous at this point. Reality seems to be a little safer than the movies. I am however a little cautious when it comes to combining robot technology and humans. This has also been seen many times,
Bicentennial Man 1999, Johnny Mnemonic 1995, star treks borg, and star wars luke skywalker arm. All these ideas have a grain of truth and are all potentially beneficial and dangerous. I suppose humanity will always have to take a cautious step forward. Baby steps to the future!



UFO's and our opinions

A friend of mine came across some footage of a gigantic ufo. This footage is amazing but I can help but be a little cross with a lot of the comments i see being posted. The footage is damn impressive and there are people who are sure its real and just as many who are sure its a fake. They are so sure that they simply say things like "nice computer graphics" or "This looks like war of the worlds test shots". I take the stand that none of these people actually know if it is real or not. You can base your argument on your experience, for instance I am an artist and I can say this footage is very very impressive. The amount of work it would take to composite this into real footage would be very hard to do. But the fact is I dont know if it is real or not. I could only know that if: A. I made it or was a witness to it being created, or B: I was a witness to the massive object flying overhead. So why is it that so many people presume to know the legitimacy of these sort of events? I think they are very absolute in nature and are not comfortable with the opposing ideas. So they say 100% its fake or real because they start out saying the opposite is not possible. I think this is a narrow minded view of the event and possibly transcends the every day events in their lives.

Heres the footage im speaking of.

25 July, 2008

My experience with Salvia



Well my journey has given me quite a lot of information that frankly is just too damn hard to explain because its so much. I decided however to give a glipse of how Salvia Divinorm benefits my life. It restores the reality of the world we live in, without it reality goes unseen. We become blind to the philosophies of our existence and instead let the negativity, stress, and normalization of our day to day lives take hold.

Salvia gives you an altered state for only a few short minutes but it gives you great perceptions and it was the mazatec shamans beliefs that you actually interacted with spirits. It was their way of talking to the spirits. It is a good anti depressant as well and its the same reason. The best way I can describe it is it makes you feel like you are surrounded by loving beings. You cannot see them but you feel they are there.

I would say its like going to a building with a big party going on. You slip off into the closet and you still have the feeling that there are hundreds of people all around you in the various rooms. They all love you and are waiting for you to come back. This perceptual change gives you a greater sense of love which is what spiritual people believe in most. The spirits I have spoken to and that have spoken to me were loving and benevolent.

When I smoke it sometimes they are there and sometimes they are not. When I smoke it and they come, when they speak, they dont use words. Its as if someone has just said something to you and you have this feeling inside of you that they are speaking to you. It feels a lot like I would imagine telepathy feeling. No words are exchanged but rather the raw feelings are coming through. What they have told me is that when I smoke it I open a window so that i can see them. They tell me they are always around me and they all love me. But once again without words. They laugh at me and I laugh at them and they put on a show for me while im there. Its like a very vivid dream.

There is a distinct feeling of being pulled sideways or in all directions. The dreams I usually see have very bright colors and there is a lot of perceptual alterations. I get the sense im on top of a roof, or high like a helicopter or mountain. I see things multiply over and over again. I remember once I saw 50's style pinup girl posters one ater the other, they were moving back and forth like those duck hunting games.

When I leave them and the window closes, I am still sitting where i was and the feelings of love and joy stay with me. There are no negative after effects or addictive chemicals in it so sometimes I will go months without smoking any. After the effects wear off, those feelings that stick with me make me feel wonderful and happy. This benefits my life. I think its one of the greatest herbs you can smoke because of how there are zero negative effects for me and how many positive effects it has on my life.

Some people may say its bad that people use drugs like that but I think I am using a very good one for very good reasons. There is no shame in enhancing ones life however he or she feels they should. I for one see most other drugs and toxins as non beneficial but I am a hypocrite in that area because I drink once in a while and I know its no good. I try to stand up for salvia because I have such wonderful first hand experiences from it. I have only heard one story of a supposed incident with salvia.

A young man killed himself and his parents said it had to be because of the salvia divinorum the kid smoked a month earlier. The kid wrote about his experience and said how it made him feel. I did some more research into the story and found some things that the media didnt give out. They tried to portray it as salvia will cause this. He had a history of depression, he had a problem with alcohol, and had an acne problem. Salvia might have given him insight into reality but his reality was not a happy one to start with. LSD has the same effects for people. People take it for fun but dont realize it will make them see who they really are, then someone jumps off a roof and dies because they were irresponsible. In order to make sure this one doesnt goto that status i recommend having a sitter with you until your comfortable by yourself.

24 July, 2008

Super Heroes


I sort of see super powers as coming back. Some of the super heroes of our past are jesus, buddha, muhamid, and many more. There are also super villians, hitler, Genghis khan, Nepolion. Many are based on fact but many are based on myth and story. I often think, will there be a day thousands of years from now when people think, did a man called superman ever really exist? Or a man that dressed as a bat and fought crime. Their stories are very believable, we look at them now and know who made them up but one day that information could be lost in history.

The new super heroes in movies are not no-named actors, they are actors that have been around for decades. We are literally witnessing them discover their powers within themselves. This is in an imaginated universe but its a universe that is real in our imagination. We tend to live in a physically minded society, where only physical objects and events are classified as "real". We classify our dreams and imagination as not real. I wonder if it is just as real as this universe.

To me these powers might be so normal to us we dont see them as powers. telepathy, powers of manifestation. What if the thoughts we are having are not all ours? would we know the difference or would we simply think, hey, thats a weird thought. What if our imagination is not a dream world but our soul living in the opposite of this universe, one where time and space do not limit you.

When we watch a movie, we get immersed into the story and the story becomes real. When we watch our friends get into a physical fight we get immersed into the story and it becomes real. If we are to define what is real then we need to look at reality once again. Reality just exists, no reason, it exists, always has and always will. We live in a fractal universe based on sacred geometry. What is the reason? i would assume there is none. We are energy that decides to exist the way we do and to experience the things we experience. Our senses tell us what is real and this causes the experience. So whether we are becoming emotionally charged because of our friends fighting or the super hero on screen, what is real is the experience we feel.

That being said I can imagine things that will make me feel scared, happy, loved, anything. This is a true power. I for one really really enjoy good super hero movies. We are at a time in our existence where we can make the stories seem more real than ever and they deserve praise. This is the golden age my friends.

Chaos Theory


In mathematics, chaos theory describes the behavior of certain dynamical systems – that is, systems whose state evolves with time – that may exhibit dynamics that are highly sensitive to initial conditions (popularly referred to as the butterfly effect). As a result of this sensitivity, which manifests itself as an exponential growth of perturbations in the initial conditions, the behavior of chaotic systems appears to be random. This happens even though these systems are deterministic, meaning that their future dynamics are fully defined by their initial conditions, with no random elements involved. This behavior is known as deterministic chaos, or simply chaos.

Chaos theory seems to be a dominant part of our society these days. From the movie the butterfly effect to the new get smart movie and batman dark knight. In get smart our noah savior Steve Carell plays an agent of control. He fights off 9/11: The Twin Towers narrator Terence Stamp, the evil villian known as KAOS.


In the new batman, the dark knight, Joker describes to two-face how he is an agent of chaos. He has no plan of attack thus nothing matters. He is simply a tool to create mayhem for change. Control are all the systems put into place that have procedures and plans. He says that all these systems and planners have rules and do their best to make their plans work. New events and situations cause those planners to change and make different plans. This could be seen as a form of evolution. A forcing of change that is inevitable. Creatures born into a nature of chaos do their deeds only to do them.

The illuminati and secret societies want as much chaos in society as possibly. They send murderers back on the street and create mass fear in their countries people.



[credit to jordan maxwell] ANNUIT COEPTIS means OUR ENTERPRISE IS CROWNED WITH SUCCESS.
NOVUS ORDO SECLORUM means NEW ORDER OF THE WORLD, or NEW WORLD ORDER. This is a secret symbol of the Bavarian Illuminati. Their cryptic symbol is all over our money and governmental structures. So is it any surprise that their motto is order out of disorder. Order out of chaos.

This is the double square symbol of freemasonry. The first square means order and lagitimacy. "you play fair and square" "3 square meals because its the right thing to do" When you put the second square in it means disorder. Its the intertwining of order and disorder. Which means you have the power of order and disorder. The same people control them. This is the parlament building in london. Notice the floor.


I believe all masonry symbology is based on sacred geometry as nassim harrmein describes it. I noticed that these points were on the mayan calendar too and am trying to figure out what they mean on there. I cant tell. What are the dates where the points are and why is this so significant.