We the conflicted ones...

I had a new moment of lost again and realized something that I wanted to share with you. We find ourselves in a moment of pain or fear and battle with it in that moment. What we battle with are the very things that keep the battle going. We pretend to not be in fear, we tell ourselves "Im smart, im a good person, im good looking, im happy", and so on. But there is a little thought every time from the depths that says the opposite. "Umm, your not very smart or clever, your not really worthy enough to have an opinion, your ugly, that person was right about you." We attempt to pump ourselves up to feel better about ourselves and it only serves to pull us down. That is our weapon. The fear is not gone, in fact it grows more powerful. The weapons you used against the fear were given to you by fear! This interaction of light and dark forces inside of ourselves is like a vortex pulling you in. Perception is creating the experience.

In the moment of feeling lost I realized inside of my mind existed a constant jumble of emotions and thoughts that were conflicted. I remembered what I have said and what others have said to me when feeling lost; "Where do i start?" How does one start to discover freedom in a prison?

Seeing that fear is in controll changes everything. Once you see, you have begun to change your relationship with it. To start seeing you must become observant and stop yourself and see what is driving you. Guy Finley calls this 'stopping the first response'. The first response is a mechanism in us that reacts right away. You might say something, hit someone, make a joke, kick something, watch a movie, pull grass out of the ground, jump onto a computer game and start killing things. We dont see that we hurt people through this mechanism. Someone says something to you and your first response is to say something and you see their face change or their tone change. You might see that you have just hurt that person because you are in pain. We are using fears weapons once again and we dont even know it. You stop yourself when you get that urge and you see what is asking for you to do that. Sometimes you do it anyway but you stop yourself the next time because you glimpsed it a little. Realize that when we are doing this we are answering fear. If we truly want to become free then we must change our relationship with fear.

What we need to do after we see is to learn to stop feeding it power. Let go of needing to fight. We seem to find ourselves minutes, weeks, years down the road, completely conflicted and have no idea about true freedom anymore. We are lost in the prison of our mind. We have fed it so much power through the war inside of ourselves that we cannot see the light of day.

What helped me to come back to the now and let go of the conflict was to first see it and then to realize that it would pass me by if i just let it. Its a strange thing that we see a fear come up and we stand in front of it and say "Hey you! Fear, I don't like you. That's right, your just pain and suffering and Im gonna fight you." We dont realize that in this very moment we are feeding a fire and asking for more. It wants to pull us down and we participate in it! Of course we must do this in order to learn. The problem comes when we never give up on the battle. We fight that battle till the end of time because that's what we think we are meant to do. We actually start to identify with that feeling so much that we cant fathom it not being there. Then where do you start? Where do you start when there is no other reality to experience? You have already decided that this is it. Why try? So you keep fighting, living in misery. Letting fear tell you where to go and what to do. We become stale in that life because we don't know how to move into new areas. We actually start to live in a world of Hell.

Ignorance is the jailer in our prison. Ignorance is what digs the hole that we fall in to. Ignorance is a black hole that sucks in all light. To live that divine life you must accept that you are subject to this. If you do not admit your in pain, that you have fear then it will never change. If you can see your in pain but instantly ask yourself "is this really the answer or just some guy tooting his own horn". Realize what is saying that inside of you! That's fear giving you a weapon to fight off more pain. Because the only way to truly become free, is to let yourself be free. Only then can you change it all.

Lets jump to a matrix metaphore. If your life is the spoon, and you are attempting to control your life (bend the spoon) through your doing and thinking, then you will never bend the spoon. Its impossible. It will only cause you more and more pain. Try to realize the spoon doesn't need to be bent by you. Realize the hole that your in is not really there. And the prison doors are wide hope for you if you would simply let yourself be in a new moment, unknown to you previously. We seem to lack faith in those dark moments. In the bible jesus walked on water, the did this simply through faith. If we look at that story as a metaphore you can see the same thing we do in our lives.

Peter and the deciples are in the boat and jesus appears to be walking on water. Peter takes Jesus' hand and is walking on water himself. Peter sees a wind coming toward him, becomes scared, and falls into the water yelling "lord save me!". Jesus takes his hand and helps him into the boat. They tell Jesus "You truly are the son of god". You can start to see some more sense in that story when you put yourself in the place of the characters.

We will meet ourselves in the infinite singular moment

I was listening to Paul Levy interview and he made the analogy of many grains of sugar dissolving in water one by one, until the last grain combines with all the rest to form a crystal, sort of like the straw that broke the camels back. See I think that the mayan calendar and the timewave zero ideas are all about how fast the changes are taking place. i know the timewave is all about a fractal growth of compounding experiences. It does seem that the crystals are happening faster. That experiences in time are quickening, the termed coined by coast to coast radio host art bell.

His book describes the ideas of living through threats of global economy, government, aids, ebola, nuclear terrorism, volcanos and earthquakes. And because of these experiences we will soon see increased spiritual awareness. The mayan calendar and the timewave zero effect both describe the condensing of experiences into smaller and smaller instances of time. Effectively forcing the higher conscious beings to experiences time faster and faster into what seems to be an infinite moment where we are fully in the singular moment.

I think this idea is the same as how buddha achieved enlightenment. Buddhism is not really a religion with a godhead. It is a way of learning to control ones mind. The buddha taught that the best way to live life is in the moment. The past is an illusion just as the future holds worry, doubt, and hope. The one singular moment is nirvana. I think this is how time stops, by perceiving that it doesn't exist. And i think we are growing toward that. I think that what we are experiencing is a desensitizing effect. The more concepts we are faced with the less pressure is put on us to live in the past or future, and thus we find ourselves in this moment.

I personally feel my being coming into closer and closer contact with what we might call enlightenment. I feel like we are all climbing a ladder of consciousness. Some people can see where others are and where they have been. They can also look to see where they are going and what is to come.


I wonder if I am the only one experiencing life more and more as a single individual. I dont run on the concept that I am an individual mind you, I cant even seem to feel other beings as seperate anymore. Or at least not very often. I find that the deeper I go into consciousness, awareness, philosophies, and oneness, the more I find myself alone. I think that this is due to the clarity one derives from such experiences. When we go head first into such things we find ourselves more and more in the single moment. We are less likely to become attached to anything and this even means people, ideas, and belongings. My head seems to be a jumble of random thoughts and concepts. But they seem to guide me to the single moment everytime they are called into action. They are used in moments that require reflection and judgement.

Personally I find myself alone in an oasis of wonder and excitement. Alone in the vast landscapes of my own mind. I cannot say that I am fully enlightened but I can feel myself coming closer to it. The singularity. i think this is what 2012 is, I think that I am god, you are all apart of me. But no more than you are god, and I am a part of you. Is the feeling of awakening a simple mans journey, or is it god waking up to discover himself exactly where he is? When I sit with a friend, or speak on the phone to a loved one, the conversation they present to me tends to be focused on such a low end of consciousness that I have no reply. I find myself bored with the mundane topics of our everyday existence. I either wait for the right moment, or make one, and start speaking as if from the very core and depths that my mind has traveled. I go directly to the level I am climbing and just as they lost me, I seem to loose them.

I think this is the gap that is forming between the awakened and the blind. Though some awakening individuals still find they are struggling with a particular stage, they are still climbing the ladder. I dont think the blind are out just yet though. I think if one does not go with the flow of trying to grow and understand then one is forced into it. Reality beckons us to grow and mature as the infinite being we are. We find it hard to accept and look at because it means accepting who and what we are. And thats a scary thing to accept for some people. The idea that we are the reality beckoning our own selves to wake up. So reality pushes and nudges, giving disease and pain in ones life in order to help them grow from it and wake up to concepts of the infinite being.

I increasingly find less attention pointed my way. Everyones attention seems to be focused on the hot spots reality is sharing; The election, martial law and illuminati, the NWO and economic slavery and so on. I suspect though that the friends I have developed are awakening too, and find just as I did, less and less of a need to argue with reality, but rather learn directly and to just go with the flow. I am myself finding it harder and harder to share with people, not out of fear but out of an inner need. It seems to have disappeared. I feel as if I have completed a circle and now Im along for the ride, climbing higher and higher perceptions of being. The questions I used to frequently get were of reality and oneness. I was happy to take time away from my regular painting to answer everything. The questions slowly stopped coming, and I can only hope that this is because i no longer have a need for them, and the senders have grown past that need as well. The answers given were accepted greatly, just to note.

Enlightenment is reaching high states of consciousness and living in the single moment. Yogis are noted as staying far away from society on their own spiritual journeys. They typically do not talk to people and find it difficult to share their knowledge and ideas. I think this is because the concepts and journeys they have traveled as so far ahead of the normal person that they are sort of like a genius. In the bible Jesus was said to appear to people sometimes as a child, sometimes as an elder. And I think this is one example of how to share with the beings around us. We must identify their levels and communicate with them on their level. Could it be that there are beings in this universe so far advanced then that communicating with us is almost an impossibility. But like I said earlier, I personally find it increasingly difficult to push myself to revert back to far surpassed concepts. Most of the time as well the person speaking to you has no wish to truly grow, and thus any advice given is advice gone unheard. Sometimes though It would be a great thing to know how to speak to someone who is really seeking to grow.

"As mentioned in a previous post, I feel that sharing can be a sneaky way of giving away any power you accrue.. This may be a subconscious sabotage of your own awakening. That is, if the material is really meaningful to you, why not keep it to yourself and incorporate it into your being, rather than trying to boost up your own ego? There is a fine line between helping another person and trying to paint yourself as an "awakened one".

Most of us have a genuine desire to awaken, but we've been conditioned to treat ourselves as marketable objects. This information can be used to create an "enlightened being" object for others to interact with, and that would be missing the point, I think." -seecubedeye [ A Journeyer from RedIceCreations private forum]

Another Quote from the same forum post.

"Arguments about politics, religion hook you and divert you away from higher ideas. There are some people I don't even talk to any more that used to be pretty good friends. Why scrabble in the mud when there's heaven to ponder. I just started reading Carlos Castaneda's The Art of Dreaming. Don Juan has explained that the world we perceive "is only one in a cluster of consecutive worlds, arranged like the layers of an onion." And that the art of dreaming, as he calls it, is to perceive those other energetic worlds. I saw something while I was on acid that must have been from one of those other worlds. It's not easy to find anyone willing to discuss something like that. So, there are fields of inquiry that make our time in these particular bodies interesting." -barbh [ A Journeyer from RedIceCreations private forum]

You think its 2008, its closer to the year 2,156

The Gregorian calendar is the most widely used calendar in the world today. It was first proposed by the Calabrian doctor Aloysius Lilius, and decreed by Pope Gregory XIII, after whom it was named, on 24 February 1582 by papal bull Inter gravissimas. It is a reform of the Julian calendar. Years in the reformed calendar continue the numbering system of the Julian calendar, which are numbered from the traditional Incarnation year of Jesus, which has been labeled the "anno Domini" (AD) era, and is sometimes labeled the "common era" (CE), otherwise known as the "Christian Era". The Gregorian calendar system dropped 10 days to bring the calendar back into synchronization with the seasons and, to keep it there. But the calendar was being used as a year system and not a system for determining the place within the age. Even the idea of ages became a sort of pegan practice.

Then the question should be posed if Jesus never really existed then when is this calendar supposed to really start? What supposedly happened in the year zero that was so significant a calendar system was started from it. The Great Year is a 26,000 year cycle consisting of 12 ages, each 2,160 years long. The ages are determined by the poles of the earth and whatever constellation the north pole points to determine the age. We are set to enter the Aquarian age at some point but there is no exact timeline. According to different astrologers' calculations, approximated dates for entering the Age of Aquarius range from 1447 AD (Terry MacKinnell) to 3621 (John Addey). The start date for the Aquarian age is highly contentious and there is no uniform agreement upon the date or process leading from the previous Pisces age to the Aquarian age (or between any two ages).

The Mayan calendar ends on 2012 and that is when they believed the new age began. Energies, vibrations and consciousness shifts at this point to create a whole new paradigm for the state of life on earth. If the ages are said to be 2,150-2,160 years long and the age is ending in 4 years, it gets me thinking. Maybe Morpheus wasnt speaking to neo, maybe he was speaking to the one, the great oneness that is all life but for us most notably a oneness of humanity. I see the matrix as a waking up point, a catalyst for change. He said to neo, it is closer to the year 2199, than to the year 1999, as for the specific date they cannot be sure. For they had torched the skies in order to stop the machines. If the new age is starting in 4 years and the age length of 2,160 years is correct then we are really closer to the year 2,156. We have torched the skies indeed. Sent the practices of astrology and astronomy to very different corners of society. We couldnt get to the stars so we brought the stars to us, now they light our roads and homes. But what we fail to consider is with all this light all the time we have drownd out the night sky and a general knowledge of the relationship between our earthly space ship and the universe. But its coming back.

Halo

A halo is an optical phenomenon that appears near or around the Sun or Moon. Jesus appears many time as having a halo over his head, as do angels. Christianity comes from sun worshiping which is why they worship on Sunday and why the son of god has a halo. But there are dozens of stories that match the jesus story
exactly, they are all sun worshiping stories.


A Solar Deity (also Sun God(dess)), is a deity who represents the sun, or an aspect of it. People have worshiped these for all of recorded history. Sun worship was exceptionally prevalent in ancient Egyptian religion. The earliest deities associated with the sun are Wadjet, Sekhmet, Hathor, Nut, Bast, Bat, and Menhit. First Hathor, and then Isis, give birth to and nurse Horus and Ra.


Another interesting Halo effect is the Great Year and the Precession of the Equinoxe. The whole concept of the ‘Great Year’ is based upon a genuine astronomical phenomenon. The Earth’s axis is not fixed and includes a slight ‘wobble’, properly called ‘nutation’, usually compared to that of a spinning-top when it is slowing down. This means that the poles describe circles, and that the North Pole does not always point to the same star or even any star.

The Great Year is a 26,000 year cycle consisting of 12 ages, each 2,160 years long. The ages are determined by the poles of the earth and whatever constellation the north pole points to determines the age. Cycles of time are the result of three movements of the Earth. The rotation around the Earth's axis causes day and night. Our yearly orbit around the sun brings the four seasons. The third movement comes as a result of the gravitational pull of the sun and moon which causes the earth to gyrate, shifting the poles at the rate of one degree every 72 years. The earth shifts so that in 26,000 years the north pole points to four different stars.

Haylo on Heroes: Hayden Panettiere and Milo Ventimiglia are dating. Hayden is the cute cheerleader noted as "save the cheerleader, save the world". She cannot die and is very special. Milo plays Peter Petrelli the hero who obsorbs others powers and also cannot die because of it. They resonate adam and eve to me. Milo has also completed a movie called "The Chaos Theory" which we see playing out all around us these days. and is the illuminati or masonic motto (i forget which). Hayden will also be in a movie called "Alpha and Omega" which is apparently a story about "Two mismatched young wolves thrown are together by circumstance". I Am Alpha and Omega (Ancient Greek: τὸ Α καὶ τὸ Ω) is an appellation of God in the Book of Revelation . http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alpha_and_Omega .

I find it quite fascinating that the the idea of a halo in whatever form is starting to resonate so strong. There is the obvious halo science fiction video game which won many awards and game of the year i dont know how many times. The game which is to be made into a 2009 movie halo, and is still uncertain if it will be created, focuses on a navy captain, his surviving marines, and a chemically-and-surgically-enhanced super soldier named John-117 "Master Chief" must find out what the Covenant, the genocidal alien race they are at war with, are looking for on the ring. "However, Halo holds more secrets than either side imagined." The Master Chief is thought to be the last SPARTAN alive. This character resonates strongly the Stallone character from Demolition Man John Spartan, a cryogenically frozen police officer who is unfroze and genetically enhanced, as well as his crime lord counterpart Wesley Snipes.

A strikingly in your face idea I stumbled upon is the logo from the game series HALO. Almost like Stanley Kubrick is speaking directly to me through the ripple of the resonating time wave (my name is dave, hal likes to say hi to dave). Hal 9000 (Heuristically programmed ALgorithmic Computer) is a fictional computer in Arthur C. Clarke's Space Odyssey saga. His name HAL clearly stands out and the all seeing eye that HAL was known for is clearly staring us in the face. The Eye of Providence or the all-seeing eye is a symbol showing an eye surrounded by rays of light or a glory. It is sometimes interpreted as representing the eye of God keeping watch on humankind. Halo the first game of the series was released in November 15. 2001. Which should stand right out because HAL is from the movie 2001 a space odyssey. So really the wave of reality seems to be quite obvious.



In the film Independence Day, when David Levinson opens up his laptop onboard the captured alien spaceship, HAL's interface camera is shown and the laptop says in HAL's voice, "Good Morning, Dave". Which is a fun piece of trivia but it makes me wonder if it is resonating to me this idea of the OCT 14 craft which is set to appear. This very well could be our Independence Day.

Halos are fictional megastructures and superweapons in the Halo video game series. They are alternately referred to as "Installations" by their AI monitors, and are collectively referred to as "the Array" by the installations' creators, the Forerunner. The Forerunners are a long-lost species which are first cryptically mentioned in Halo: Combat Evolved. Little is revealed about the Forerunner in the video games, but Halo 3 reveals to players that humanity is in fact related to the long-dead race; humanity is thus the only race which can "reclaim" the keys which activate the Halo network. The megastructure is a hollowed out planet that becomes a Ring World, which even the creators of the game felt was ripping off Larry Niven; best-known work is Ringworld (1970). He is interestingly the great-grandson of an oil-tycoon. Illuminati or Masonic ritual and religious beliefs might resonate this mind.

The story of Ringworld opens up in the year 2855 with a 200 year old character named Louis. The character takes something called BoosterSpice which is a drug that extends human life to near immortality. BoosterSpice seems to act the same exact way as Melange Spice from the novel DUNE. The most essential and valuable commodity in the universe, melange is a geriatric drug that gives the user a longer lifespan, greater vitality, and heightened awareness; it can also unlock prescience in some subjects, depending upon the dosage and the consumer's physiology. This prescience-enhancing property makes interstellar travel possible.

A sort of Spice substance has recently turned up in the Syncrosphere as they call it. Steve Wilner the videotronic guru of syncs recently edited together a video for a company that sells white powder gold. Which they claim brings Superhealth Through Modern Alchemy. The coined name is "monatomic", (man-atomic, atomic-man?). He seems to be promoting them like mad, I dont know if it means its good stuff or what.



An interesting HALO - HAL sync is the being that manages the installation, 343 Guilty Spark, who has been doing so for 101,217 local years, a local year being the amount of time it takes Threshold to orbit its star. This orb being is also a super computer that would be a spitting image of HAL if he was red and didnt fly around freely. The name Spark reminds me clearly of the All Spark from the Transformers movie. It is a mysterious cube that is the bringer of life.

Tom Cruise the Scientology Prophet and media presence actually became halo'ed in the film Minority Report. Being halo'ed is being put in a device that sustains your body, a ring is put on the head of the precriminal which puts them in a dream state. This also resonates with the headband used in the 13th floor when the lead character finds himself ourside of his simulation he takes off his headband that let him experience it. To complete the syncs it seems, in the movie The Demolition Man where John Spartan (Stallone) and Lt. Lenina Huxley (Sandra Bullock) want to have sex they simply put on headbands and have digital sense sex. And to top this cake one of our heroes from Independence day , as mentioned above, Will Smith, is now a great friend with Tom Cruise and is said to be a Scientologist now as well.


CERN, the last HALO on my list, is the large particle accelerator ring that is buried underground through France and Switzerland. CERN's main function is to provide the particle accelerators and other infrastructure needed for high-energy physics research. Not only is this giant experiment in the shape of a halo but Public chooses 'Halo' as its new name. In the article they go on to say:

"Halo conjures visions of radiant beauty, power and wisdom. The circle of light reflects the collider's form; it is a crowning achievement of science and engineering. It also gives more than a nod to the experiment's importance to religious debate.

The inside machinery of CERN and the headband semi reality resonate the movie Total Recall for me quite strongly.

The Terminator himself finds he is in a new reality, but he actually just woke up to his own reality, that is actually was a spy and the machine had jolted his frequency to see the truth yet again. This follows the same ideas that have been talked about few a few weeks now that we are possibly creator beings asleep. This is mentioned in the nines, in the 13th floor, in the matrix. Syncromystics seem to think this is the direction we are headed and i agree completely. I think we are the infinite oneness and all we need to do is graduate.

Conscious Steps

Just to start our here is the 2012 London Olympic Logo. Deciphered by the late Rik Clay. The numbers suggest which order to read them in.

Zion, or Sion "Height" standard Hebrew Tziyyon, Tiberian Hebrew Tsiyyôn) is an archaic term that originally referred to a specific mountain near Jerusalem. To me these days it suggests a place of safety and the safest place is within ones own mind. Ideas of Shambala and Nirvana come to mind, Nirvana literally means "to cease blowing" or "extinguishing" as when a candle flame ceases to flicker (that is, of the uncontrolled passions) or "unbinding" (that is, of the 'Nirvana' is a Sanskritfetters of the mind). The mayans even spoke of 2012 as being in our minds, the place we must goto and the place where Quetzecoatal will return. The Mesoamerican Long Count calendar forms the basis for a New Age belief, first forecast by José Argüelles, that a cataclysm will take place on or about 21 December 2012, a forecast that mainstream Mayanist scholars consider a misinterpretation. As we approach the year 2012 – the end of time, according to the Mayan Calendar, it is imperative we become conscious of who we are and our place in the universe.

I feel that we are reaching a peak in consciousness, it takes place on dec 21, 2012. But I am not here to debate and try to understand the peak. I think that will come when it needs to. I am interested in trying to understand the newly acquired consciousness. What are the new ways of thinking or being that we have come in to.

It seems we are able more than ever to take a step back and see much larger pictures than ever before.



Synchronistic
Consciousness

"In my experience any possible connection is profound or meaningful. It might take time to see the gravity of a connection as we might lack context.

I have often read connects on other sync blogs and felt (in moments of weakness) like rolling my eyes because I feel "Now thats taking it a bit far" or "That's just silly". Usually it only takes a short while before I am totally thankful for the seemingly trivial connection.

Our minds are learning how consciousness bleeds in and out of everything and everywhen. What makes a connection that brings joy and insight is not the mind.

Its tricky for the conditioned mind and ego to let go of the old pattern.

Synchromysticism is not a belief system, idea, philosophy or interesting concept. It is a small facet of a new state of human consciousness.

It is fringe and dynamic now but in the future it will be no more than common sense. I suspect in some cultures this kind of thinking is already common sense."

- Jake Kotze

I have noticed this state of consciousness arise out of the depths of society. Censuses taken between 300–400 AD showed over 50 million people living in the combined eastern and western Roman empire. 1500 years later in the year 1900 the world population was an estimated 1.65 Billion. Only 100 years later we have reached 6.5 Billion, a parallel leap in syncronistic events must have also taken place.

Coined by Carl Jung, Synchronicity is the experience of two or more events which are causally unrelated occurring together in a meaningful manner. From the years when society had a low population i am sure syncs could be found. But these days with the population we have and the mass communication networks we have built information is traveling the globe at lightning fast speeds. It is becoming more and more aparent the syncronicities we are seeing because we seem to become increasingly more aware of it. Syncs to not just involve exchanged information they happen without our daily lives, an example might be if you flip through the channels and the words taken out of context on each channel seem to be speaking to you and telling you a message. We typically refer to them as "signs" or "a sign" that we are or arent supposed to do something. Jung coined the word to describe what he called "temporally coincident occurrences of acausal events." Jung variously described synchronicity as an "acausal connecting principle",
"meaningful coincidence" and "acausal parallelism".

Patterns of the Matrix itself "Butterfly effect" "Chaos Theory"

The phrase refers to the idea that a butterfly's wings might create tiny changes in the atmosphere that may ultimately alter the path of a tornado or delay, accelerate or even prevent the occurrence of a tornado in a certain location. The flapping wing represents a small change in the initial condition of the system, which causes a chain of events leading to large-scale alterations of events. Had the butterfly not flapped its wings, the trajectory of the system might have been vastly different. Of course the butterfly cannot literally cause a tornado. The kinetic energy in a tornado is enormously larger than the energy in the turbulence of a butterfly. The kinetic energy of a tornado is ultimately provided by the sun and the butterfly can only influence certain details of weather events in a chaotic manner.

The ideas of syncronistism make my mind drift to the point of seeing the matrix. We are becoming strikingly aware of the syncs in our daily lives and if we can take a step back when this happens we start to see the patterns of the matrix. I noticed a few events of this nature recently. A friend of mine was taged on facebook in a few photos and his girlfriends mother saw them. He was hanging out with a few friends and having a few laughs. The mother, for whatever reason, did not approve. I would regard this attitude as negative. She told her daughter of her displeasment, this info then fell to her boyfriend, so he took down the photos, the people who put them up became upset too, they talked to me, i talked to him, he talked to his girlfriend, and she talked to her mother. This is where the idea of black or white magic comes in. Using positive or negative words will cause this butterfly effect, this loop of karma *means doing* that eventually founds its way right back to the people who initiated each part.

I can see this sort of information expansion happen now too. New ideas are formed from old ideas and thus they seem to be remembered rather than created. When someone figures out an idea based on old ones they post it on their blog. Other people who read their blog walk away with those ideas and use them to create new ones. I saw this happen recently and the originator of one of the ideas got bent out of shape because he saw his ideas spreading and didnt like the way it was happening. If we are aware enough then we can understand it will spread how it is supposed to. Just as we are only remembering we arent really having any ideas stolen.

I find this image quite interesting as it seems to portray the creator god Ashton Kutcher as an angel with his butterfly yet white angelic wings of spirals.. Possibly being the water drop for the resonating film the NINES with Ryan Rehnolds. Another creator god and possible ArchAngel, a chief or principal angel; in medieval angelology one of the NINE orders of celestial attendants on God. Ashton uncovers his powers of changing his own reality when reading journal entries from his childhood. The effect is inaccurate to the butterfly effect and this seems to suggest power over ones own future.


I realize as I am writing this that these spirals are the same spirals I personally witnessed on my LSD trip to becoming god for those few moments. I saw spirals of this fashion as far as the eye could see. And this is how i think the whole fabric of reality works including the largely complex patterns of the everyday events and moments of our lives. i never realized the swirls i saw, the endless spirals of woven light strings during my trip was the butterfly effect



And to conclude the idea. I think we are actually becoming quite aware the effects we have when we flap our wings. We are connected completely to the fabric and thus every word we utter and every noise we make causes unfathomable amount of occurrences. But when we hone our intent and understand what we cause by flapping our wings then we can make better decisions of what we share. This opens the gateway to full oneness consciousness and being conscious of the infinite moment.

Shia, the first and the last.

Shi'a ("follower" or "partisan) as an Islamic term traces its etymology to the very first century of Islam.

Shia LaBeouf is quickly becoming quite the film start in 2008, the year of bliss according to the late Ian Lungold. 2012 is right around the corner and will be the dawn of the new age, the new world as stated by the mayans. The last beginning started with the story of adam and eve. Adam (Hebrew; dust; man; mankind) and Eve (Hebrew; living one) were, according to the religious books the Torah, the Bible and the Qur'an, the first man and woman created by God. The name Shia is Hebrew for "gift from God"

Shia stared alongside "The One" Keanu Reeves in the movie Constantine as his devoted driver and apprentice. Resonating his son as he follows his "paternal" leader into the depths of the demons. Carrie-Anne Moss completes the "Trinity" as the mother of Kale (Shia) in the film Disturbia. The trinity as we know is the Christian term for the father, the son, and the holy spirit. Father and son taken care of the holy spirit is the spirit of love, and there is no love like a mothers love. "The woman" is given the name Eve in the closing verses of Genesis 3, "because she was the mother of all living.

Adam and Eve actually had 3 children, Cain, Abel and Seth. Cain kills Abel and Seth is given by God to replace Abel. Shias character in disturbia is named Kale, and what seems to be a mix of Cane and Abel. The new state of our society is to intertwine the names of celebrity so I dont think its a far stretch to assume the mix. Cain does kill Abel and we are given Seth in replace. With what seems to be an unlimited supply of characters to choose from I feel the synchronistic thing to do is to choose the closest relative death of Shias characters.

Cain and Abel were the first and second sons of Adam and Eve, born after the Fall of Man (911 Towers, The Tower of Babel is a structure featured in chapter 11 of the Book of Genesis, an enormous tower intended as the crowning achievement of the city of Babylon. According to the biblical account, Babel was a city that united humanity, all speaking a single language and migrating from the east *this was the world trade center or center of trade for the world*). In the film Constantine Chas Kramer (Shia) is killed as he tried to defeat the demons and as his resonating character 'Abel' his death is his sacrifice that god was pleased with and awared him by making him and angel which appears after the credits of Constantine.

Cain was cast out of the garden and told not to come back because he killed abel. God put a mark apon him so that all men would recognize him so that all men would know that he had displeased god. Shia has lost his abel and is resonating the Cain within himself. The mark is obvious when Shia LaBeouf Confessed to a Drinking Problem. He was also involved in a car accident in which Shia nearly lost a finger. As I see it Shia is also the third son of adam and eve, Seth. Cain is still cast down, and Shia searches to find his revenge. He is set to star in Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen. A name that seems to fit exactly into place for the transformation of Cain into Seth.

My details might be a little off but I find there coorelations quite interesting to say the least. We are dawning a new age in 2012 and we might see some amazing things come to pass very soon in reality, and in the timeless characters portrayed by these three resonating actors.

Shia also stars in Eagle Eye. The Eagle represents spiritual protection, carries prayers, and brings strength, courage, wisdom, illumination of spirit, healing, creation, and a knowledge of magic. and the Eye represents the third eye and the all seeing eye. We will awaken our third eyes and realize our true potentials in the years to come.

Keanu Reeves is set to star in the film The Day the Earth Stood Still as an alien man sent to protect the interests of the universe itself.

An interesting but not new destiny for Keanu.

Not surprizing the character who stars next to Shia in Disturbia also played the mysterious God, Creator, Alien character from the movie Contact. If Shia plays cain in disturbia, trying to reclaim gods acceptance and god directly fights him in this movie then god is telling him how unpleased he is with his actions.

In the movie Contact he greets Jodie Foster as the Time-Space (as opposed to space-time) traveler Eleanor Arroway. She uses the Pineal Gland machine to traverse the galaxy as her Time-Space self. in the movie she never leaves yet her recorders leaves with her. In Space-Time she never did leave. Time stopped in the center for her because for that moment she experienced her opposite self. We have this same ability in our body tho it is less precise sometimes than the machine portrayal. David Wilcock goes into the real ideas of a real machine with these capabilities that are no longer used.

The ideas behind this post are about resonance and synchronicity. We are getting so close to 2012 and what happens at 2012 even the people who used that time traveling machine could not forsee. They could see time up until then, at that point then only saw white. They stopped using them now because the images they saw were starting to become interlaced with more than one image. This suggests that more images will gradually become more interlaced eventually creating one image of pure white light. We will soon be one, we will find our oneness.

The Grand Illusion